6:35 a.m. - Wednesday, Jun. 09, 2004
The Dream
How odd is it that I dreamed that L was cheating on me lastnight?

Thre was a party and he and I were sitting in a room with a bunch of girls talking and I don't know how it came out that he was cheating, but it did.

It's kind of a sketchy dream because the next thing I remember is that I was

out on the porch beating the living shit out of this girl that he had cheated with.

I was kicking and hitting her. I even broke a glass upside her head.

The glass wasn't that big but there were tons of peices of glass everywhere.

I remember that after I was done with this girl, I was taking on her friends and throwing glass at all of them.

Later on, L and I were alone and talking.

We were in the grass...he on his back and me sitting beside him.

I was barely listening to anything that he had to say because I was SO hurt.

Then he started talking about second chances and how I had somehow given him a second chance at other things.

I got up and went to sit at his head where I was started leaning over and hitting his chest.

I was crying and screaming at him about how it was bullshit and that I didn't understand how he could do this to me.

And then I woke up.

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