9:13 a.m. - Sunday, May. 23, 2004
The deal
I guess it's time for a real entry here.

There isn't a whole lot going on...L and I are meeting Mom in Kanawa City today to get Jesse, so that's cool.

L and I have been talking things out and come to the decison that his family is a big problem because they stick their noses in where they don't belong.

He agrees that the way his Mom spoke to me was just uncalled for. I gave him an ultamatem...he had to call his Dad, Mom and grandparents and tell them to back off or I would leave.

Period.

He amazed me when he actually did that.

I was there when he called them.

All 3 parties.

He was nice about it, and he told them that we needed to work things out for ourselves because that way there would be no one else to blame if we screwed up.

I can't beleive he stood up to them. Finally. I can't believe it took so much crap for him to do it.

So, yeah, we went to Beech Fork Park yesterday (I had never been there-it's a nice place) to do some talking (I came home Thursday and after he got home from work that night, we were up until 5 Friday morning talking. It was really hard on me because I had not gotten any real sleep since Wednesday night...but, I digress) and that was nice.

I again stressed to him how badly I want to move. I think we'll be better off away from his family and I'm dting to be closer to mine.

Supposedly, he's going to talk to his boss and see if he can get a day or 2 off at a time so we can take him job hunting go home hunting in Beckley and/or Lewisburg.

He has promised me a move before, so I have no reason to believe that he will stick to the moving thing now until it happens.

I still don't have the car and I'm still pissed over it all.

I'm not asking for anything from those people.

Yes, I had driven it all that time without insurance and a dead inspection sticker, but all those assholes had to do was ask me to park it and I would.

I know it should have been parked anyway, but I needed to get around.

The fact that they took it proves that they don't trust me.

They don't trust me to leave it sitting.

I'm supposed to ask them for help after this??

I will never EVER forgive the situation.

Right now, I'd like to run them over with that car. Seriously.

I'm getting pissed sitting here writing about it and I want today to be a decent day since Jesse is coming home.

I need to go get L out of bed so he can clean his car out and make room for Jesse and I need to go to the mall...may get a haircut.

G'day to ya'll.

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