8:19 a.m. - Saturday, May. 15, 2004
Going away
So, I'll be leaving to go to my Mom's today.

I called her lastnight to see if I needed to bring anything more for Jesse and she says that id they aren't there when I get there, to just let myself in.

They're planning to go out for the day.

Which is fine except I thought she would be there waiting on me and we could go out for a drive.

Whatever.

I was having yet another depressive moment lastnight and she knew it...well, she guessed it and I told her I was fine.

I don't like that I can't show how I feel to her without the fear of being bitched at for it.

Whatever.

Today isn't the best, either. I'm gonna have to straighten myself up before I get there, so I can be emotionally acceptable to her. Heh.

This is what it has boiled down to.

Anyway, I should go and start getting ready since it seems that I am up for the day.

Good thing I did all my packing lastnight and the only thing I have to carry out to the car is a make up bag.

I don't know when I'll be back, so until I am, I hope everyone stays safe and takes care.

Ta.

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